My brain is like jelly
The best analogy I could give anyone for my brain right now is that it’s like a jelly that’s wobbling. It’s trying to reconcile being insane for a brief period, and what that means, while also just trying to be the same old Chris again. It’s much easier said than done.
I have this weird thing where I burst into tears for no apparent reason. It’s a delayed reaction to the shock of being manic. I’m not feeling too depressed at the moment. Although…
The dopey feeling
When it got to Thursday of this last week. I found it increasingly difficult to get out of bed. I wanted to do literally nothing. Watching the TV or movie became a monumental effort.
The fight back
I began to fight back yesterday (Friday 27th April). I forced myself to go out with friends because I can’t give in to the dopey feeling I’m enduring.
It’s great to have good friends and a good bar manager. You all know who you are!